Intake:
Tea with honey (100)
Greek yogurt with condensed milk (250)
Greek yogurt (100)
Cuppasoup with 1/2 flatbread (100)
Rice with pork (550)
2 tbsp honey (100)

Outtake:
75 minutes elliptical (-500)
40 minutes walking (-100)

Total:
600

Today could've gone a lot better. But whatever.

I'm getting so, so sick of exercising :/ And I feel so self conscious going to the gym 2, sometimes 3 times a day and seeing the same person on. I usually get those "Back again?" comments. It's embarrassing because I go so much but I'm still fat. Grr. Diet needs to change.

Tomorrow is graduation for my college. I'm going in to help set up and stuff. I'm sure there'll be lots of food there. Sigh.

Intake:
Stuff (1,400)

Outtake:
40 minutes walking (-100)
15 minutes elliptical (-100)
1 hour frisbee (?)

Total:
1,200

Man! This sucks. I really meant to net at ZERO today and yet I ended at 1,200 :/ Exercise wasn't good at all. Went out to eat with my friends again. I keep track of intake totals but I'm not good at remembering the specifics of what I'd eaten because I usually have a little of everything.

I've decided that if I want to be successful, I have to be antisocial again. Cut my friends off for a little while. Last summer, I spent all my time at the gym and at home reading books. I was super lonely, but I lost so much weight. I want that again.

Tomorrow I'm hanging out with a different group of friends, but I know we'll end up going out to eat too >.< Why is eating so important for social interaction?? Ugh.

Whatever.. I think I'll have lost a pound this week by the time Sunday rolls around. From there, I'd like to isolate myself from everyone and focus on losing weight before moving onto campus in June.

I also want to do Whole30 again. I felt amazing during it, and it was mentally rewarding. Just for two weeks. I can do that.

Intake:
Stuff (3,000)

Outtake:
30 minutes elliptical (-200)
2 hours walking (-300)

Total:
2,500

Fuck!!! So instead of spending the day being active, my friends and I decided to go out to eat and then get high, subsequently followed by copious amounts of alcohol. That kind of resorted in lots of calories consumed and not enough burned. Ugh.

We're going out again tomorrow, but hopefully we'll be doing some actual outdoors sports and walking. At the very least, I'd like to not exceed 200 calories consumption.

The days after, I have more sports sessions planned with some of my guy friends. Thankfully, they won't be too lazy to play with me. I better burn some friggen calories.

Til tomorrow!